i hate myself
for
still liking you
my happiness..
cant jus b abt u
bring me back to reality and sanity, pls
but i automatically skip to numbness
fastest wae to
try n b normal again
but normal.. perhaps i've forgotten wad tt is.
if onli i cld get to noe u.
but the dao shit tt u are.
and the coward chickenshit tt i am.
not in another million yrs.
IF im lucky.
not wanting to look,
but wanting to look [at the
SAME time.]
not wanting
you to be e reason im smiling
but not having much control, either-way.
not wanting to turn and look and wonder where the hell you are.
but not being able to stop till i find you in the crowd, aniwae.
"numb is the new deep".. wish there was an expressway there. seems so hard to get to numb.
if this is all normal.. can i pls b abnormal?
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